So today was a big flop. I am not ready to quit. Just quitting for today. I am so tired that I am just not able to get it all together. Josh is resisting school in so many ways. He is out of control with his attitude and behavior. I miss the days of sweet compliant Josh. Right now I just feel like ringing his neck most of the time. There are days, actually many many minutes throughout the day that I am tempted to just send him to school. But I really in my heart do not believe that is what is best for him right now.
Everything just fell apart today. So I am just thanking God for homeschooling and I am going to excercise my right to flexibility and we will start over again tomorrow.
Maybe tomorrow I will have more energy. I am so tired that it is affecting everything. Please pray for me to get on a regular routine so I can better care for my children. I forgot to take my meds for the past 3 days which is contributing to today's crash I am sure....I hate it!!!!!
So maybe tomorrow there will be better news to report!