Thursday, April 24, 2008

I Just Don't Know....
Tonight I am missing the carefree day that this picture was taken. This is Jon with his best clinic friend Sydney. They were spending their last day together during Jon's going away party at clinic.
I just don't know what is wrong with my Jon. He is so not right. He has had four episodes of dizzy/spinning/ and jumping eyes and not being able to walk today. It took everything in me not to pick up the phone and call the dr. I am about to have him admitted. I just don't know what it wrong. In the past this has happened in just isolated incidents. Not repeatedly over and over. This afternoon when it started he cried "mommy, call the doctor, call the doctor, take me to the doctor."
What do I do? I am just holding my breath until Friday. He has an EEG Friday afternoon... I am hopeful that this will be an answer. But I am not sure it will be. Please pray for wisdom. Please pray for us to understand what is going on. Pray for Jon's protection. I am so worried that he is going to fall and get seriously hurt. I am going to try to find my copy of his scans that were done in Atlanta...maybe this will help the dr to know what is going on. I don't know.

8 comments:

Pam said...

Oh Jesus, please protect dear Jon and keep him safe. Please give Kelly and Shawn wisdom as to what step to take, as well as giving the doctors wisdom to proceed with treatment and care for this precious child.

Lord, only You know what needs to happen at each moment. We trust you with Jon. We trust that You know what needs to happen and when.

Carry Kelly through this day and give her strength, moment by moment to know how to walk through her day, taking the best care she can of Jon, as well as satisfying the demands of her other four children.

Lord, Kelly is weary. Give her rest in her spirit to do what lay before her this day. Awaken her with resolve and with stamina to endure and soar above what lay ahead.

Father, we love You, and we believe You can take care of all Jon's needs, as well as those of his sweet family. We beseech You to show up in a mighty way today. May You be glorified, even in this.

In Jesus' name, Amen

Tina said...

Adding a hearty AMEN to Pam's prayer!

Praying, praying, praying Kelly. I cannot even imagine how hard this must be for you to watch poor Jon go through....

Anonymous said...

oh sis,im so sorry he's going thru this!we are all prayin up here in the far far north,i beleive that has him coverd acroos the entire U.S.!i love you and i'll call you.stay strong,i know its hard,but out of all the moms who have to go thru this,and all the children,i think you are the strongest.Gods will may not be what we want but its his,i wish i could make it go away for you!i love you sis,jon is in all our prayers

Tennessee Mama Duck said...

Kelly, my heart goes out to you as I read this. I'm so sorry you are going through it. I will be praying for you all...

Sarah Marie said...

Kelly,

We are praying here too. We put him on the prayer chain at church. That means that he is covered in the East, West, North, and South. Hugs and many prayers. Please keep us updated as your can. May God give you strength and peace and all that you need.

Love Always,
Your Sis Sarah

Anonymous said...

Kelly,
We continue to pray for our Jonathan. I am so sorry this is not under control. You are strong and God is able.
God please help Jonathan and Kelly and Shawn and each little person who loves Jonathan like we do. Our prayer is that God is leading you and the right doctor to the same place at the same time. We don't know His plan but you were sent there for a reason. I pray that God sends you the one He has in mind to heal Jonathan. We love you and will continue to monitor this page. I will try to call all the kids on Saturday or Sunday. Love, prayers and hugs, Tom and Vickie

Midnight Magic Video Productions said...

Kelly,

Leeann and I are praying for you all as well, but have you talked to your doctor or thought about altitude sickness? I was stationed in Denver back in '84 when I was in the Army. I sick just like Jon is now for about 2 months. Dizzy, nausea, the whole ball of wax. With Jon's treatments, the altitude sickness may be worse. Just a suggestion.

Don

Tennessee Mama Duck said...

Kelly, I was thinking about you and just wanted to tell you I'm praying for you all. I keep hoping to hear an update from yesterday. Pray all is well there...